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[07 Apr 2008|01:10am] |
It's funny what kind of clarity comes in the after midnight hours.
I'm glad we talked. :)
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| Betrayal |
[01 Apr 2008|11:35pm] |
I gave you a good year of my life..devoted everything to you, planned my life around your events and your needs, and gave you many countless sleepless nights only to be rejected and mistreated. Council now consists of one senior, four juniors, and four sophomores. As much as I think you will fail due to lack of experience, I want you to succeed so that my senior year is not botched and that I didn't give my soul to you for nothing.
As insulted as I am, and even though I'm going to sit on the sidelines and snicker under my breath whenever you begin to flounder, I want the best for you. Which, obviously, is not me.
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| Confusion abounds. |
[04 Nov 2007|09:33am] |
Why do people feel the need to be bitchy? If I haven't done anything to you, don't be a bitch to me please? You are supposed to be my friends. Well, right now, I'm about a second away from doing the very tiffany thing of running away and hiding out for the next 2 weeks until we all go home for Thanksgiving. You were supposed to come back from Fall Break rejuvinated, and acting like my roomate again and instead you come back more competitive and more self-involved. You forget to invite me to things, everything is ALWAYS about you, you have to always win in EVERYTHING and feel the need to make yourself sound better than everyone else and frankly I'm sick of it. You go out and drink yourself into oblivion more times than I can count and who has always been there to take care of you when you manage to stumble home? Me. Have I ever gotten thanks for cleaning up your messes? no. never. Thanks.
I'm fed up with it. I'm done.
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[14 Aug 2007|02:16pm] |
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You make me happier than I have been with anyone in the past year (excluding my friends and family, of course). It's nice to be able to know what stable feels like. Not to have to wonder what I've done lately to piss you off, to make you mad at me. It's been almost 2 months officially since we started this and I've never been more content. 3 months ago, when I came home from school, you were the furthest thing from my mind, and you know that. It's amazing how we still managed to get here after all the obstacles that should have stopped us.
Maybe she was right: What if this was meant to happen?
Thank you. You've moved me more than I think you even really know.
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| Oh what a life.... |
[26 Sep 2006|03:25pm] |
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Things I have to accomplish this week (homework):
-Study for History Test tomorrow
-Study for French Quiz tomorrow
-Finish The Good Soldier
-Study for French Quiz on Friday
-Read Rhinocerous
-Discussion Board for Playwriting
Things I have to do this week (Activities):
-Around the World (tonight)
-Dr. Benson's Book Reading (Tomorrow Afternoon)
-Tiger Girl Informational Meeting (Tomorrow Evening)
-Play in Nashville for Playwriting (Thursday Evening)
-Clean the Room (Tomorrow)
-Pick up Perspective (Thursday Afternoon) She was awful, by the way
-Print off Articles from Dr. Outka
-Find time to work
Things I no longer have time for:
-Sleeping
-Eating
-Breathing
-Sanity
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[08 Aug 2006|12:25am] |
I'm emo now...
Eff you Target
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[07 Aug 2006|12:55pm] |
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So, the people at Target are holding my bedding for me....thank God. I did NOT want to have to run around Memphis hunting down the effing stuff.
Also, I have less than two weeks until I'm back on the mountain. And honestly I can't wait. Things just seem to be easier there...you know, except that homework thing. Plus, I have the biggest room in the dorm with two of my best friends...so hopefully this year'll be AMAZING.
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[27 Jun 2006|01:44pm] |
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Wow I haven't updated this thing in a while.
Life has gotten crazy. In the past month I have:
-Had Patrick come and visit
-Started a new job
-Gotten horrible headaches
-Gotten sunburned
-Hung out with Kacy (though not enough)
-Went to the movies three times in one weekend
-Gotten my first two large paychecks
-Gone on a massive shopping spree
-Missed Sewanee
-Began planning a reunion in Nashville
-Gotten two letters from my dear friend Andi
I hate my job.....if anyone knows somewhere that'll pay me 8.50 an hour and still let me have some fun please let me know.
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| And the Anti-Christ shall be named Steve (note..this is all sarcasm...except the first paragraph) |
[26 Apr 2006|12:36pm] |
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I feel positively crappy today. I thought that maybe my upset stomach from yesterday was caused by my lack of food when I took my excedrin when I tried to get rid of the massive headache I had.
So today...still crummy. My stomach feels like it's trying to eat itself out of hunger but when I look at food I get nauseated. Joy. I told Katrina this and she said I was pregnant. Ha. Little chance in that happening. She called me the next virgin Mary and I made a smart aleck comment about giving birth to the Anti-Christ, which then grew at breakfast.
I told Isaac and Caitlyn about my little Anti-Christ child when Sam interjected and asked what one would name the Anti-Christ and we decided on Steve, since he had 6 girlfriends stolen by 3 different guys named Steve. Talk about a good seducer. Sam then elaborated and said that he can impregnate people just by looking at them, so, sure enough...in 9 months the Anti-Christ will be born. In which Caitlyn and Isaac will do a ritualistic sacrifice of said baby to ensure the saftey and well being of the Earth for at least another 3 years.
Oh how I do love Sewanee....except I'm not so fond of their sicknesses....
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[24 Apr 2006|02:27pm] |
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So, Patrick, Brandon, and I went to Atlanta on Saturday night and went to the Anberlin/Emery concert at the Masquerade...and OMG..it was AMAZING.
First off, one of their opening bands (The Classic Crime) is amazing. Patrick and I talked to some of their members during the break after Anberlin and they are so nice.
Anberlin rocks my socks off. They are pretty much amazing in concert. I was expecting them to be all mellow live because that's how they sound on their cd but it was so much more hard live. The singer was totally like screaming the chorus of Paperthin hymn and it was just intense. Add that the Masquerade is 3 floors tall, and we were on the third tier, and the floor was totally like..bouncing..I didn't have to do anything, it was kinda fun.
Emery was INSANE. I think I might be in love with their keyboardist. He's the craziest person I've ever seen. Patrick and I hunted him down after the show and got his autograph and got a picture taken with him. It was great.
Finals are slowly killing me..or rather, the preparation for finals are killing me.
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| the most ridiculous thing I've ever written... |
[13 Apr 2006|01:09am] |
And I quote from my philosophy paper (before I deleted it off the page):
"This is ridiculous since there is no way for the bat to inform the human race of what it is like to be a bat since the bat will have absolutely no knowledge of human wisdom whatsoever and therefore will not be able to communicate firstly with whomever the bat is wishing to inform."
I don't even want to think about how this came out of my head...It's far too late for coherent thought.
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| Ahem..*cracks knuckles* |
[04 Apr 2006|07:12pm] |
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More than Useless--Relient K |
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Okay..............
So...I'm sick of getting screwed over. Dancing apparently doesn't rate high enough on ANYONE'S effing standards to merit getting a measley auditorium, which we are the only freaking organization in the effing school that fills said auditorium for the entire time that we are performing....!!!!!!
Rawr.
I'm so sick of being like overlooked just because I'm a dancer. We were overlooked in High School even though we were good..and now we're being overlooked in college, even though more students participate in Perpetual Motion than in, say, oh the symphony orchestra. Granted...hey...the orchestra's cool..whatever..do your thing...but don't be a JERK and schedule a performance on the day that the Dancer kids are supposed to be hanging lights. Oh wait, also don't schedule said performance when YOU HAVEN"T CLEARED IT WITH ANYONE!!!!!!!!
None of the tech kids want to hang lights for Guerry now..because it's too difficult. Marshall didn't get time to properly hang them and sleep because the symphony orchestra took our original day. So now, we have to somehow weasel the use of Guerry for about two weeks AND find someone who can actually hang lights in Guerry and won't go crazy trying to do so.....
I can't take this anymore.....Pheobe is NOT doing Perpetual Motion next year, which means that students will have to...which is fine.. I'll take responsibility and go bang down Dean Hartmann's door until he agrees to back us...but still. It makes me sick that after 18 years of doing something she loves Pheobe can't stand to put the massive amount of time that Perpetual Motion takes. It's ridiculous. She hasn't even been getting paid for it...which is ridiculous.
Rawr.....Why does dancing have to be so hard...emotionally and physically?
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[04 Apr 2006|01:28pm] |
*grumbles*
This is the second day in a row I've been in a sour mood..boo.
The worst part is, my life is pretty much amazing right now..why am I upset?
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[30 Mar 2006|12:56am] |
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So, I've basically had the best day ever today....
Finally.
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| I'm left here with just the question |
[10 Mar 2006|12:56pm] |
I had almost forgotten what grass felt like on bare feet. Flip flops are the greatest invention to ever have graced Man's presence.
Perpetual Motion part 2 tonight...yay for us.
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| Well, technically our marriage is saved. |
[01 Mar 2006|02:20pm] |
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Panic!At the Disco |
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It's so sunny outside..I think I may go do my homework out there. :)
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[21 Feb 2006|03:40pm] |
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My roomate is plotting a conspiracy against me...woo fun. Methinks it has something to do with mah birthday. Which is amazing. Yay.
I am so completely exhausted right now. I may take a nap..yay. I love naps..
Xela and Fiona are in my room right now playing with Tarot cards..lets see what the future has in store for me
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[20 Feb 2006|07:19pm] |
Which of Henry VIII's wives are you?
this quiz was made by Lori Fury
Catarina was Henry's first wife and was probably the only one of his six wives to truly love him. He tired of her, and she spent the last decade of her life in lonely exile. Yet when she was dying, alone and unloved, she wrote: "Lastly, I make this vow, that mine eyes desire thee above all things. Farewell."
Awwww...That's sad.. He formed a whole new religion just to get rid of me. Oh well :)..stupid guy got what he deserved..hahaha.
Just got done with step practice and I am tired.
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| The top rows diamond, and the bottom rows gold.... |
[19 Feb 2006|10:06pm] |
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Grillz-Nelly |
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So I'm back on the mountain...And I'm glad to be back in a way because whereas I LOVE being home, being at school makes me feel more productive because there's class and dance and homework and blah blah blah. Whereas when I'm home, I'm sitting and relaxing on the couch watching TV with Mom, which is always amazing...I don't know what I'm saying. I honestly kind of wish that I could have both at the same time.
I have so much dance practice coming up here soon because of Perpetual Motion. I have Step Practice tomorrow, Saturday and Sunday and Britney Spears on Wednesday. Can someone just shoot me now? Or make me a stunt double..Mr. Deville I'm ready for my closeup.
Laura and I had a nice catching up session today as we sat in our room and talked from one computer to another. Sometimes we are such hermits, but it's wonderful.
Speaking of hermiting...I need to go have another hot date with Dante. Those Italians.....
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